Friday, April 30, 2010

So I find myself.... Asking, "Where is the real me?"

2010/04/30

So I find myself ......
      ... Asking, "Where is the real me?"
I'm into my 6th year of divorce after a 20 year marriage ...the marriage I, and all around us, thought was the fairy tale marriage. I've done the dating thing (scary); I've have a couple promising relationships (NOT), and for a while now, an on-again--off-again relationship (It's complicated). 

The long and short of it is I somehow managed to go from a strong willed woman who demanded respect... to a woman in and out of a really bad co-dependent relationship. A relationship with someone who is everything I would have never chosen when I was in my right mind. "WTH? I ask." Where is the real me?